I have a doctor’s appointment tomorrow with a specialist. I’m supposed to have an ultrasound and meet with a doctor (I’m assuming). I have no idea what the appointment will consist of, or what the outcome will be. I do know, however, that due to Covid regulations, I have to attend it alone. I texted my Prayer Group. Each person…
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I wasn’t planning to write again this soon. One, I didn’t feel like I would have time (and perhaps, normally, I wouldn’t make time). Two, I am still highly overwhelmed, and three, I don’t want to seem like I am posting constantly about all of this because it makes me feel highly self-centered. But…tonight I couldn’t help it. After putting…
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I’ve toyed with the idea of not sharing any details of this outside of my friends and family. I was just diagnosed two days ago, so for some, sharing this prognosis at all may seem premature. I worried that many would think I was seeking attention or that some wacko would start a benefit drive in my honor. I was…
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I sat in a college stadium today. It was a wonderful bit of normalcy amidst the chaos. Jon’s alma mater. Our home away from home. I ate a hotdog which I’m sure is against some pregnancy rule and I walked literally over a mile, but man my soul could have burst. It felt so good to be in such a…
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I don’t know how in God’s name that I made the cheerleading squad in the 10th grade. The fact that I even was allowed to try out-as lanky and awkward as I was-is a sheer grace. The fact that Coach Nicholle allowed me on the squad-is divine province. My goals for trying out consisted of three objectives: My best friend…
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